I'm feeling a little dizzy right now. Maybe that's because I had too much coffee today.
The weirdest thing happened Saturday night on a party - two boys fancied me and got really jealous over each other, that's never happened before (no one ever fancies me, and two at once is a real first). Was very nice, though. I didn't fancy the younger one of them, he made me feel rather old... But the older one was really nice, and at some point we ended up holding hands (I felt sorry for the other one, he was so disappointed). Nothing happened, though, cos I felt I couldn't do it. He would have liked it but fortunately didn't push me. But it felt sooo good to know that they actually thought me attractive and sexy and erotic and all that. I never see myself like that so it's very nice to know that maybe I'm not a hopeless case after all.